When you come to the point where you have more questions than answers, sit down with God and....
Saturday, August 29, 2009
The Power of the Word
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Mary's Feet
Lessons at Mary’s Feet
Scent of lotion as I soothed dry skin
Her heel cupped gently in my palm
A meager offering in cancer’s wake
My love and fears mixed with the balm
Sisters linked through faith, not birth
Our journey together about to end
The scales of our lives were now tipping
How does one lose their best friend?
Twelve who knew, gathered in a room
Hosannas repeating in their ears
Preparing to sup on bread and wine,
Almost forgetting, His time was near
Christ knowing, as He removed His robe,
Only actions would convey what words lacked.
Removing sandals, He began to wash
The soles of those loved, calloused and cracked
Lesson written in water, not sand
Script of affection, missive to serve
His a Master’s heart, but servant’s hands.
Grace to give, not earn or deserve
Before them in submission, Christ knelt
Ministry not needed, or even desired
Glimpse of heaven, divinely ordained,
Last ritual, final portrait inspired
Did mere water cleanse twelve that night
Or did His tears blend in the bath?
Forgiveness washing betrayal’s stain
Final offering left beside death’s path
My friend’s cross not fashioned of wood
Chemo the nails, radiation the thorn
My last gift to her, I understood
Her plight was to leave, mine was to mourn
Only now, do I truly perceive grief’s gain
His found in death, while mine found in life
To stay or leave, such companionable pain
My only hope born through His anguish and strife
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Where is Joy?
As I look at him now, those qualities are not quite so clear. Age and health have been a factor, but my love, though not quite so physical, is stronger than ever. The song I now sing is "Where is Joy?". I go through the day listening to the barrage of depressing banter. Talk radio, news shows, minute by minute stock reports. All this information at my fingertips and ear tips for that matter, whether I want it or not. We talk about the things taking a beating our lives - retirement plans, Medicare, healthcare, social security, the environment, - need I go on. That there is a truly abusive class that has evolved. Joy abuse. We have taken the joy of life and beat it, rationalized it, berated it. Labels such as Pollyanna, superficial, pie in the sky, not realistic are bandied about. But joy is not a superficial thing. Paul talks about it in the midst of the worst. Count it all joy when you go through various trials. Not your mealy-mouthed, panty-waist type of joy. Deep, abiding joy. I want some of that. I tried putting my head in the sand - that doesn't work. I tried to be cheerful - that didn't work. Someone or something seems like it has a mission to rob your joy. But if my joy was as deep as it should or could be, would it be rob-able? Would it be so ingrained in my very being that you could not separate it from the me in me? How much does that kind of joy cost? Give me a few 1000 shares of it, please!